I can't exactly label how I am feeling, hence why I have labeled this post as "Searching." So much is going on. My diet is continuing to be successful despite me not being active in recording my points. I have hit the 5lb loss mark! I am not exercising as I should, but I am battling myself for any spark of motivation. I have become behind in my homework, and am desperately trying to get myself to focus. Sleeping is easy. I can escape and just find peace of mind for hours. No worries. No thinking. No emotions. Just peace.
I have a laundry list of things that I have to do. I wish the motivation fairy would visit me and sprinkle some of her magic motivation dust on my head! I find myself giving my time to other people, which is much easier than focusing on what I have to do. It isn't neglect on my responsibilities, just a wish to ignore the things that have begun to stress me out. I need excitement again...something to perk me up and spark the creativity that has apparently taking an extended vacation. Vacation...I love that word...can I take one now?
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