I know that I'm late on Madness Monday, but I think due to the current situation that I find myself in, I will be utilizing this blog as a way to share my journey along this path that my life has decided to follow. It is scary to be told you have cancer...especially when you are only 23 years old. The experience that I am about to have will be one of pain, laughter, love, tears, and support. My hope is that anyone that is going through scary situations in their life, that they will find comfort and support here.
Yesterday confirmed the day I will receive what scares me the most...chemotherapy. Two weeks ago, I received my first cycle of the drugs. I did not enjoy the upset stomach, the trips to the bathroom every hour, and the restlessness and sleeplessness of the days that went by. Yes, I am feeling good now, but it has been over a week and I will look forward to the time I feel good again (in approximately another two weeks). I receive my next cycle this Thursday. They also want to put a port in so that my veins don't "blow" from all of the treatments. They want to do that today, but I have yet to receive a phone call, so I might have to vein it out until next week when the port will become a definite appointment.
I miss Jersey, but it is good to be home in NC around family and friends as I travel this unexpected road. It is very difficult, though, to be away from my boyfriend who is my lifeline and support. I love the fact that he has been so supportive throughout all of this and I can not wait to see him again and be wrapped inside of his arms. I love and miss him with all of my heart.
If you, my readers, wish for me to share anything specific or if there is a fun topic that you wish for me to blog on, please comment! I am still developing my blog and will utilize any and all advice!